gear

it is late in the night, and i dont have anything specific to say. but i feel like.. you know. saying something.

I get these moods .. should try it..

put off the lights, helps if the room is fairly dark. laptop on d lap and ur eyes adjust to the brightness of the screen so everything else is dark. Have some nice music.. i would suggest dark side or fidelity or porcelain or some nice budha bar trance.

and then lose yourself in the music

then dream that you are sitting in some huuuuge black dark open space. no wires, no power nothing near by. just you.

and then the gear up in the head starts rolling. thoughts roll. it is a nice feeling

try it

some shit

You should watch this movie.. up in the air. yeah the clooney one. and you would realize that most of things in it are real. i mean, they could be your life or mine. It is a frank statement of what a lot of our lives are like.

The things we do are mostly for the weirdest reasons, reasons that are born of a momentary thought, a random occurance, a freak chance of weather, traffic, infatuation.. things that don't matter to any one else, reasons that in most likelihood cease to remain relevant a week later even to us.

And as much as i hate to admit it, things that remain are the things our parents told us to care about, you know. yeah.

yeah.. real senti