ok. hm.

i catch myself giving accusing glances at people who are placed, almost like 'what the hell do you have to say about me..' :) it is funny when i catch myself at it. another game which is played between i and me is visualising me in the bestesht and worsesht situations possible. like hell and heaven. funny ain't it, what extremes of imaginations we go to...anyway i have always had a very colourful imagination.. oh, it is like a 70mm screen in my head, and i have all the actors in my realreel life, doing all the roles i conjure up.. ps. no dirty imaginations tho.. dont know why, but have never that.. since it is my freudian unconscious that does the conjuring, i dont have much control on what is playing. i am sure freud would have been a paying patron if he had a link up to my 70mm screen. anyway, since the topic of the hour, day, week and month is placements, sure enough my single minded, highway wide placements thought comes back to it..right on..
i am sure it is no fun to be with someone who thinks of just one thing, sure enough, there are two camps now, the placed and the unplaced. the kings and the beggars. :). the haves and the have-nots, the rich and the poor. one side i am sure sniggers .. "hey look at all those losers, sitting waiting for what god knows" and the other side, among frantic discussions on the next company, on the next ppt, on the process that just went by, sniggers on how completely right the first group is!. i am an entrenched player, you know which side i am on. dont you.. (ps a secret thought: i hope wish pray to hell everybody reading it is on camp 1.. why?...because i occassionaly read my own blog and if everybody reading it was camp1.. i would be camp1.. ha!.. what a thought.
right!!!... insanity was the last string.