Nothingness

Feeling insecure. the most fucked up feeling allright. and for no reason. i had a great day today. it is one of those days when insecurities of the past wake up and decide to walk up into my present. like unseen ghosts, unwelcome spirits they are. they cloud my face. a serious me is a bad sight all right. dont know if i am intimidating, i suppose i can be. one person's insecuritiywake up dormant insecurities of another, till all that exist is an uncomfortable silence to which solitude appears the only solution. smiles appear stretched and shallow, jokes unfunny, and humour sour. i know i will wake up tomorrow and be allright. yet.